:+:+: cherry min:+:+:

hoooo I miss you bloggy baby!

2006-12-21T18:28:00.000-08:00

rejoice!

I'm currently so packed and stuck.Today is somehow the only day i get to catch my breath and i guess i should really keep this blog up and going.
1)I went M.I.A
2)I miss all my friends and i should update them here
3)I miss coming online!

Reason being today, I'm actually going to see violin laoshi's teacher's performance at the esplanade.considering laoshi is already so pro, i can't wait to hear laoshi's laoshi play.And for a professional ,the price is fcheap!
and i haven't go out and play for a long long time even when this is suppose to be holidays.
Yes.Really 'GOOD' holidays *roll eyes*.

I went for my violin camp this winter and actually I think it was quite okay but abit sian for the third day cause we just keep practicing.I get to know a lot new friends like samantha and janelle.The best was in knowing there's like another me out there who is always jovial and high.I didn't meet anyone like this before and i'm really glad that i get to meet her =)
~~I tend to get disappointed by people who always give empty promises.My trust and patience are very limited.~~

holidays i am so darn pack.can't say why, will update you guys when we meet okay.
and i kind of make quite a few new friends.They're all quite nice.
I proudly say i turned gentle over the holidays.
I dont know when it'll last. but at least it happened before.
=)
oh gentle me!
*pukes*
1
2
3
let's puke together okay.
HAHA!
miss all you !

happy people!

2006-12-09T17:24:00.000-08:00

happy people!
Originally uploaded by rona law.

on zi chun's 18th birthday celebration.chun! you better wear the shirt we bought k.

FORGOT!

2006-08-06T18:22:00.000-07:00

then again sat was one of my happiest day alive.
because muthu came down to the shop and pei me for awhile!
I am so happy to see her la!
I AM LIKE FROM FAR:"is that glo...IS THAT GLO!"
"GLOOOOOOORRRRIIIAA!"
hahah

love her!
love pea

for zen.

2006-08-05T19:11:00.000-07:00

only.for.zen
yins! anytime you need us,we'll be right here okay?Don't worry about the cottons in the pillow because 1)we'll help you to dig them all out 2)we'll dig in with you .Cheer up lots le ok?

No postings?NOO!

2006-08-05T18:29:00.000-07:00

Bloggings to do today!

I've compiled the photos we taken at respective days below,
With my lovely colleages,my great class and my Gay partner!MUTHU~

Anyway,
I think the last time i blogged was on last sat or sth.
For the whole of this week, all i could say was that it flew away pretty fast.
But what expectations can I have when I am working and studying at the same time,because for all the free time one can have, I'll be either taking CCAs or working.YUPS.
Life is so unfair.
But I am not going to sulk anyway, I am just going to be happy in whatever I do.Even it is to work with auntie..YES,work with aunties,you ain't hearing me wrong.HAHA

Wed i got so restless and worst of all, i still had to work no matter what.
So i went down,zhong cai and I were suppose to overtake the aunties.
And they blamed me for the faulths in the coffee machine.Even though it wasn't directly but by repeating" you washed it last night" quite frequently,any stupid moron can get the hint alright.
So i got the coffee machine fixed and auntie got a girl crying, zhong cai and I had simply too much things to gossip about. haha you know who!

Thursday,
I played a medium bad girl by poning after the second break to go book chalet for the class.But i finished my work even though i didn't do much xD.Boo to NTUC man, they sucks, don't even allow two-more-day-to-18 guy to book a chalet.WASTED TRIP.
But we enjoyed ourself!Took neoprints,shopped,eaten like a glutton.

I have got some really cool gameboy games and Shows to watch from PYK(our one and only IT helpdesk in class).I started this final fantasy XI or sth,but duno if its the real kind.But its fun no matter what and can you guys believe it, I am playing KOF!

SHAYNA!
I don't know if you'll be reading this, but all the best for the asian tournaments!
I am going to miss you damn lots.
Don't injured yourself ok.
if you win,I will treat you bubbletea(HAHA! kiwiredtea)

Working with yisin yesterday was quite fun, its better then i imagined.
haha
and more work!
WEN!!!
Today its us together yesSSSSS!

NDP

2006-08-05T18:19:00.001-07:00

NDP
Originally uploaded by rona law.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
Love glo~

class

2006-08-05T18:19:00.000-07:00

class
Originally uploaded by rona law.

Jungle class

图片015

2006-08-05T18:18:00.000-07:00

图片015
Originally uploaded by rona law.

Speaking of creation, look what we created!

veneziaII

2006-08-05T18:17:00.000-07:00

veneziaII
Originally uploaded by rona law.

AND SOMEMORE L.O L.O L.O VEE

venezia

2006-08-05T18:16:00.000-07:00

venezia
Originally uploaded by rona law.

I love my colleages!

NDP preview

2006-07-30T18:16:00.000-07:00

GLORIAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!
MUTHUUUUUUUU~

I LOVE YOU!

haha thanks for going to the parade with me..
I really put everything out and had a lot a lot of fun.
No one beats it man!

I miss you!!

the photos will be uploaded shortly.
please wait in patience okay?

yin,
i am sorry if i made you upset..
and for putting you in a very hard position with your friends..
maybe i think too much . .
but last few days i really felt very guilty.
i am just so cheap..
gomen ..

we rawk!

2006-07-26T07:25:00.000-07:00

JERK IT OUT!

What a night man.
Nothing beats going out with a bunch of great old pals eating food like "zhu chao" and stingrays,sotongs,satay.YUMMY.
We got so high!

What else is more crazy then laughing.singing our school song.acting like other-school-kid.being a tour guide and dancing on the charted bus way home.
Best night i ever had alright!
I totally love you guys.
I wana meet up with you guys again soon.

kai,fen,yin,glo,chun,liang,hao!
LOVE YOU GUYS.

Shag!

2006-07-23T17:20:00.000-07:00

Shag,shagged out!
haha.

I remember the last time I blogged was like last sat.
Man.
I haven't been coming online for the past few days because i had to work.
Sat was fun, even though I had to work, but i am working with rily!
Winson is such a nice soul for helping us to do the shift works,thanks win!

And i have been doing a card for my friend overseas.
It's his birthday and i am spending all my time on the card, to me, its damn nice.
but i duno,
so i am getting lots of comments hee!
I want my friend to be really happy to receive the card =D

Yesterday was wei da's last day in the bp outlet.
I am like damn sad la..
=(
everyone's leaving.
I'm gonna miss him so much.
Come back narhs!
nobody to accompany me sing, nobody to dote me, nobody to play with..
Arhs...
this is damn shit.
But i;ll go down tiong baru to visit you!
haha

shoppaholic

2006-07-16T06:56:00.000-07:00

what do you mean to be a shoppaholic?
All girls are shoppaholic.
Shopping are such fun,double the fun when you're with your best mate!

Friday,
I went shopping after school at bugis,bought two tops and a bermuda.And i was so shocked when i got home because all along, i didn't realised i went for three striped materials.
not to mention the new forever 21 striped singlet i just got a moment ago with xinmin.
I feel like a darn zebra but i got the kind of clothes i really wanted. .
they're kind of sweet.

Sat,
I wore my favourite piece out to shop with glo.I don't know if it looked good on me, you've have to ask her.And we spotted this really 'Awwwwwww' esome spge at red label!Its so sweet. But i got no confidence to wear that to school. I think everyone will probably give me the hey-it'-just-school look.
Glo got LOTS of tops.ranging from fcuk,topshop and some designer shop.Damn cool.
I got another punkshop tee and mlphosis slipper,hooray to shopping!
And GLO,know what?
I just saw a lot of nice puma jackets at bpp.To think we went browse around town, there weren't even a decent piece.
Working spoils the fun.

Sun, i worked till 5 today and when i was crossing this road on my way home.
This uncle who was riding a bike(those with a basket attached in front and a army helmet in the basket) suddenly stopped in front of me.

Me:* shocked, but continue my phone call*

uncle: do you speak english?

Me: yy..es i do..?

uncle: good! I need your help, it's highly confidential.I mean i didn't expect my wife to go out* starts stumbling all the words together*

But what i heard from him was like "highly confidential,i really cannot tell anyone else" ,"didn't expect wife , didn't expect me","government","i really need to get to payar lebar airport right now,its urgent". Can you imagine my expression?

Me: *What the fuck*so... you need money to take a cab?

uncle:yes... i can pay you back 3 times or 4 times but now its highly urgent..

Me:oh...*digs in for wallet and dig out my remaining 10 bucks* i only have this. .

uncle: *took over my 10 bucks* is that all you have?

Me:..ya..

uncle: so you'll always be here at this time?

Me: not really. . .

uncle: ok.. i'll find you.

*cycles away*

Me:. . . . .

I told my friend and he asked how come i gave so much.

darn.. .
i think i got con.
there were like lope holes all over.....
* stone for 5 minutes*

whatever. . .

love kaili

2006-07-09T17:33:00.000-07:00

This post is dedicated to my sweetest friend on earth.

She made my day.
It was like a dull working a like any other typical sunday until you came along to light up my day.
It was the sweetest strawberry shake with nata de coco i ever had.
thanks a lot..
Love you kai.

hatetohaveabrother.

2006-07-08T02:03:00.000-07:00

There are times i wished i had a sensible sister around me.

1)sisters could gossip about all the cute guys you could ever have in the world.

2)sisters could share their clothes,accessories,shoes,bags.

3)sisters are more supportive and they really meant it by being there for you.

4)sisters are not as tough to handle compared to brother.

And when i was finally in a good mood.
HE fucking had to piss me off.
and it's not just about pissing me off.
It's about PISSING ME off AFTER I WORK.

IT's already BAD enough that YOU DO NOT WORK.
I don't know about your thinking.
You could have at least find a temporary job like me instead of flirting whole day long in maple.
AND DON'T MAKE IT WORST by pissing me off who is so tired after work.
You know i ain't got the mood to entertain your nonsense or get scold by you.
CAN YOU JUST BE A LITTLE SENSIBLE.
I am trying like hard enough to make end meets. I am trying super hard to let mummy and daddy not worry about me.
I don't understand why mummy still nagged at me then YOU.
SOMEONE WHO DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO TRY TO DO ANYTHING TO MAKE THIS FAMILY BETTER.

I am so sick of you trying to pick a fight everytime i got home.
I am sick of facing you banging everything at home.
I am sick of you.
Sometimes i rather stay out if i could to not face you.
you know i am someone who dislike quarells.
SO YOU DON'T TRY TO PROVOKE ME.
DON'T PUSH ME OVER MY LIMITS.
Don't think because you're my brother, I would always let things be in your way.
I am telling you now.
My patience for you has ended.

I am already so tired of everything.
JUST GIVE ME AT LEAST PEACE IN MY OWN HOME CAN.
I've got my school from 8 to 4 everyday, i am not doing well in my tests.
I've got Violin every monday after school, i've got archery every friday.
I've got to work after school when i dun have any cca and every week ends.
DON'T MAKE THINGS ANY MORE DIFFICULT FOR ME CAN.
I already sacrifice my freedom, my poly life,time for my friends,time to be in love.
I am so so so. . .
tired..

Break this up or break me up.

feel the sun kisses you

2006-07-05T06:39:00.000-07:00

I'll be okay.

haha

Yesterday i played bad girl and rewarded myself a nice,relaxing sun bathing with my good pal.
We ate MOS burger before going and after a long long bus trip, we're defintely not early for the sun.But the sun was still blazing! so it didn't matter at all!
Feels so great to be at the beach man!
We lay on the hot sand but surprisingly, it feels relaxing!
heard the waves!
Go in the water!
Splashes water at glo!
Build sand castles,pyramids,NOVA!
PICTURES!
And a lot more of banana boat,eewww!
I didn't get my tann.
=(

Let's make it once two weeks okay glo!

Can't wait for payday, xD!
Mummy daddy!
be patient oook!
its pay day soon!
More money for you both to spend =p

down again.

2006-07-03T19:35:00.000-07:00

I got dragged by depression again.

I feel like giving everything up..
suddenly everything just gone wrong..
things that made up my life had gone wrong..
so much so that at certain times, i wonder if life is worth living..

Love is so wrong..
it only keep giving me the reminder of not putting whole heart in one..
cause it'll only hurts more.

My family is not very stable now..
i felt as if i lost a brother...
nobody for me to talk to at home..
mummy ,until now.. says that i am not tan bai to her.
Like wtf.
Since when i lied.
somemore we are facing problem. ..
I have never felt so vex before. .
i don't feel like going for school..

I am all alone now..
but i will be strong..
I am not gonna let all these pull me down...
right. . ?

one happy yet sad thing.. yesterday we choosed our violin..
but last min president says cannot bring home..
totally sucks..
I enjoy every minute of violin playing ..
It allows me to forget everything . .
melting into the rhytem and voice of my violin. .
next week will be the day i'll bring you home..
and maybe life will not be that sad anymore with you around.

big hugs to yin and glo who keep on staying by my side.
you girls gave me to courage to face everything..
I love you girls.
thanks..

wasn't that bad

2006-06-29T23:42:00.000-07:00

It wasn't that bad after all isn't it...

This week,
My first violin lesson started.
Super nice.. my teacher?
Super nice guy.
The violin?
Feels great. I love it.
=)
Can't wait for another violin lessons.

I am still quite moody for this week.
But today, i felt quite cheerful.
Don't know why.
I feel loved suddenly..
don't ask me.

Glo, are you starting school next week?
I hope to meet up with you. MUST.
Its going to be alright. I think you look nice no matter how you cut your hair.
Love ya lots!
In fact,
i feel a lot like poning archery today to meet up with you.
But think you having orentation. wuuuu!

My working schedule is like so packed for sat and sun.
Sorry celeste and gang for not being able to make it next sunday for the outing..
damn sorry..
because like the part timers are all having their attachments and FYP now. So being the only year one left in the shop, i should help abit more.

Damn it

2006-06-27T22:34:00.000-07:00

SUPER FUCKING DEPRESS AND PISSED OFF NOW CAN.
Why do i have to land up in sucky situations.Suckyschools.withsuckingpeoplearound that keeps yapping non stop like a house fly beside ya.
WHOLE WORLD IS DEAD.
Do they even be considerate before saying anything.
FUCK.
FUCK!
why do i have to land up at this group.
Where i have to fucking face him.
Fucking face them!
Fucking face the problem statment!
FUCKING be the one that trys to get them together.
FUCKING be the translator.
I HATE EVERYTHING
ARGGGGGGGGGGGH
GO away!
*Throws hard all out of me*
GO AWAY!

Why do i always have to be the middle.
and i hate to know what it means being middle.
it means out of no where.. .
it means..
I don't even need to be present at all.
FUCKING PISS WITH MYSELF.
GET A LIFE AND STOP DIGRESSING IDOITIC.STUPID FUCKING RETARD RONA.
Whatever ok.
how many times must i tell myself i shall not complain here.
How many times must i remind myself i shall not complain here.
how many times must i remind myself I SHALL NOT COMPLAIN HERE.
forgive me. . .

loong week

2006-06-23T20:16:00.000-07:00

it's been a long week.

onto contridicting myself,the long week feels short.

Isaac flew to australia on wednesday for his masters.
On that day we're still having school and haven been like sleeping on tuesday night,so after school glo actually came over and fetch us(aww.so sweet of her!) and i took her to my class.Haha pretty fun!
Then we ate together with zen and went to town with junhao and his gf on the train.We were like so crazy! I think the whole bunk thinks i am a nut case.
Shall not go into detail about what i did though xD in case other school's people screw me.We got isaac a brooch that he wanted and we pierced our ears! haha so nice now.

Alot of people came that night and i am so glad they do.Haven been seeing people like chun for a long long time.I almost cried when isaac went in the gateway.It's like so sad.. so gonna miss him man.But nevermind, its not like he's not coming to find us in his holidays xD!
By the time i reached home was like one.Damn shag.
Then the next day I practically slept silently throughtout the early morning bus ride to school.

I went down for my first archery training on fri.
It's like "wow"!
I like the feeling when the arrows were released from my hands but i need to train my basics first. I strained my arm muscles which i am not supposed to. And my left arm thats holding the bow keep protruding out when i am shooting. I have arrow marks there now.Looks like ant bite but its not.
My arms are like so tired now..
and guess what!
i have to scoop ice cream later, tml and i am having violin lessons on monday.
Poor arms!

junhao

2006-06-16T02:25:00.000-07:00

junhao
Originally uploaded by rona law.

2006-06-16T02:02:00.000-07:00

Dear birthday fairy,

I hope my friend gets the most wonderful 21st birthday ever!
Forgive me for mistakening the date..
I am so sorry brother.

JUNHAO!!!

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!
i am sorry.. .
i hope we all could go out soon..
duno if you'll be seeing this though. ..
miss you..

Love,
Jia min

updates

2006-06-15T07:12:00.000-07:00

And more updates.

thanks zen for accompanying me to shopping on monday *big hugs*
I went clubbing,surprisingly.
wait!
Do not classify me under hooligans, cause i'm so not.
I could say its an experience =)
As long as you know what to do, how to protect yourself.
i think its fine la.. but don't overdo it and keep going to club.
you'll make everyone worried dead over you alrights.
haha
And it was like some kind of free shows everywhere.yuck.
But I made some new girl friends.
Wait!
as in female friends.

I only get to sleep at 8am the next day and i can't believe i woke up at one!
Being a good girl, I accompanied Rily go shopping for the clothes she badly needed.
Bugis is really a good shopping place for cheap and nice stuffs.
So don't blame me when i can't resist buying a set of clothes for myself.
Bought this really cool crown shirt( unfortunately.. my mum already destroyed the shirt now.she left it in the washing machine and it's totally ruined.thanks mum.)
urgh.

My twin and i went out yesterday.
Oh! My twin is jiaming, he's my pri sch a.k.a. poly friend.
We had the same name except for the letter g.
went to shop around as well..
still devasted over the lost shirt...yahs.

And today.
I caught a movie with ian.
I know!
A name that never appeared in my blog before i guess.
He's alfie's friend.
The first time i go out with him alone, but he's ok la.
then i meet mummy at fareast( you guys must be thinking she might be there to make it up for the lost shirt, but NO! haha i am accompanying her to get her stuffs)
And we went up this building where there were products that were naturally made without any chemical contents ,It is proven that this kind of products makes us healthier.well if you ask me, reminds me of apples and organic apples.So organic.
That proves the prices.
I can't believe mummy is actually a real verified member of the brand.
All the things, skincare,cosmethics,perfumes and healthcare were so branded. it's alike SKII and the prices are alike.But! with the membership mummy have,its so much cheaper..
And i fall in love with one of the firming lotion there, smells so nice!
DAMN.
MUMMY IS DAMN COOL.

Then i brought her to crystal jade.
xiao long baos.dumplings.more dumplings,ramen for dinner,how does that sounds!
haha
Had a great day.

=(

alliance unite!

2006-06-11T18:20:00.000-07:00

alliance unite!

Friday~

Met glo and jh at 1300
They arrived around 1320 and we went to eat long john and walked around and omg there was this 'chao ke ai yue tuan' lo.how cute,urgh.
zen joined us later on and we took a train to bedok-->take bus to east coast.

and what the hell!
We're the first to reach.
Stupid B go and tell me he 4 plus will reach le,bluff us.
I took LOTS of photos.

[if you guys want just pm me when i am online ok?]

The BBQ was fun.
Like everyone came, even kai who is so busy ,yups.
so happy to see them la!

tom, mrs chan with their little daughter and manchester tiger came too .
ahiya theres so much happenings but i am just lazy to blog them all. Anyway, I'll talk more when the pictures are up here( you know i am lazy)

It kind of suck that i still haven't got my pay.
theres like so much i haven get to buy.
I havenot touched the singapore sales yet.ARGH.
I haven't went out with glo,yin
Haven't went out with suxian and wanmei
haven't went out with my family for a long time.

glo you know what..
being a successful fashion designer was my goal in life..
it's like so qiao la.. .
I regret going to rp too, especially when i got accepted by nafa in fashion course.
I hate myself to the damn core.

I don't know whats wrong with me recently.
She says i am the kind of person who will totally reject everything out of my mind once i got confused.
She suspects me of having a spilt personality..
I keep got mistaken as a lesbian.
But i know i am not.

to youknowwhoyouare: Don't pressurize me anymore. Don't keep making me stress. Don't push all the blame on to me and let me carry them all. Because i can't breath anymore.Don't push me over my limits.please.

you

2006-06-07T07:53:00.000-07:00

you didn't lost me to another.
you lost me to me.

argh!

2006-06-06T02:32:00.000-07:00

I wonder what happened to my post.

It didn't appear so i have to retype everything again?
GOSH!

And the best thing is, I forgot totally what i was saying.
My memory have been decreasing each day..
Sometimes i wonder if i'll make it home. lol.

As i try to remember...
erm, i think i did talk about last week.
I forgot what I did. . but i remembered i had UT
It sucked.
I think i flung badly.Come on la. The questions weren't even related to what we were studying and you expect us to go and find out everything related to physics ourselves?
YOU MUST BE A NUTTY HEAD.
EVEN IF YOU ARE.
YOU ARE A BAD NUT.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT A BAD NUT MEANS?
IT MEANS YOU ARE HOLLOW.
lol
so much for frustrating.

Anyway,
The well deserved holidays are finally here.
Speaking of my well-deserved holidays, I worked my ass off this summer alright.
SO unfair!
I haven't get to touch anything yet on the singapore sales!
I can't believe it.

For this week, i am quite packed.Today i went for archery and fri i have got my alliance BBQ( so looking forward to see you guys again! Glo! could we met up before hand?I hope yin could join us, but her guitar camp ended on that morning or afternoon i think, so not sure yet.yups!)
The rest of the week i am working,Duh.

NEXT WEEK IS MY LIFE.
I've gotta give it all to enjoy man!
12th-->monday I am going out with w14e mates.
13th-->applying for off.
14th to the 17th I will be free!
So you girls can ask me out please!!!!
ANYONE CAN ALSO ASK ME OUT ya?

1) i need to go out with glo and yin, we haven been hanging around recently i miss them!

2) I need to go out with suxian and wanmei! MEET MEET!

3)I need to go out with ching hong!

4) I need to go out with lynn,min,roy,ed and etc!

ahhhh!
GLO
tell me soon!

gone wrong.

2006-06-01T06:05:00.000-07:00

Under the official request of one of my best girlfriend Gloria Chua Shu Mei aka GLOWWWRRIIA Aka Glo Aka 1/3starSista aka hyper partner.
I Rona Law Jia Min have decided!
TO UPDATEEEEEE MYYYYY BLOGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

YES!
It was a big thing of course.
If not i wouldn't be yelling that loud.
Then again, if it wasn't a big thing, I might still yell aloud.
Then again, tsk tsk ,you shouldn't be expecting much calm from me.

OKAYS!

Monday!
I pon school to go and take my o level certificate with glo!It was damn fun.
We talked to mr tan and tom. Then we wrote our names down on the conference tablets where mrs hoe paper was. And we even left her a big LOVE YOU note.
Then we went lot one for super big yummy food(tom paid for it) and went venezia for icecreamsss! (thanks weida winson)
Glo and I laughed so much la!
Sooo fun
We ate so much too!
and we bought same earrings.
SO when are you going to pierce?
haha!
And remember we are going to make our NOVA dolls next week k. I got holidays =p

Today's UT sucked la.
I duno how to do.
Happy birthday jolynn!
i am so sorry i am unable to pei you girls go celebrate.
You have a great birthday ok?
Hugs love you.

broke.peniless

2006-05-25T05:07:00.000-07:00

It has been really a hectic week for me.

Qian’s birthday :
Was superb. We went to ajisen ramen to eat.
Zen and I slacked in class until like 6 plus, there was no one around and we blasted music like hell and have a KTV session ourselves.Fun like hell .
Then went to Lot one Kp to see lay guan then meet the girls.All of us was damn hungry la.
Ajisen ramen’s soup is the best !
Let’s go there for dinner again some other time ok girls?

When I was working last week, I met shinobi’s lead singer liu de hua. I was like super stun when I look up.Served him and his gf lor.. shiok!
This wasn’t the end!
Yuan qi came bpp for qian ming hui then just nice that day I working, I slipped out of work to see the guy I idolize since very last time when he was singing in the children’s programme.
Uncle came and tell me that they would pass by the back of bpp taking the lift up where there will be no people. I didn’t believed, I stood there and seconds later..
The three of them came with like two security officers only la!
So near la!
Darn melted.

I am sorry for all the late updates everytime.Life’s been so busy.. sorry!

For this whole week, totally drained and stressed out.
Yesterday totally rocked alright.
I get to spent one whole day in town eating and eating.
I missed the curry puffs now.
Its like I rarely have time even for rest and relaxed.
Anyway, we all would be getting our pays soon and we could go shopping!
I took note of all the nice shirts that the shop sells and once the money comes, we girls just had to go shopping ok?
Shopping cheers me up.
And oh. This is damn bimbotic.

I am darn broke.
i should save up from scratches from now on..
shouldnt spent so much on food.

man.

2006-05-18T02:24:00.000-07:00

One day a week of teaming with him is more then enough for anything.
Spoils my mood to the max man, even though i said before i shall be nice to him the next time we teamed together but he's like so frustrating .
I am sorry for being mean because if you think my idea is funny, then stop asking me to think about more for you . it only makes me feel more insulted.
Tur.

What luck!
WHAT LUCK!

Great,
i am working tml.
DOUBLE LUCK!

luckily,
i am able to make it for qian's birthday later=)
I am sure i will be cheered up lots.

I am confused.
I don't know whats wrong with me.
What's myself anymore.
Heart of two.
Save me.

woo

2006-05-16T03:38:00.000-07:00

Friday!
Was a public holiday.But i still had to work my ass off for money xD
but heys the pay was like 1.5 more then normal lor ^^

Sat!
I worked from morning till 4, then i went home to bath and meet edi to go find glo and go shop for mother's day present.
Glo look so weak lor...*hugs*
so heart pain.
Must come out with me and zen more often le okay? We miss you!
Edi is so damn cute la xD even glo says so.
Then we went to buy the presents and head off to home le.
Glo, the guy in purple not cute de!hee!

Sun!work again.

Monday,
I sprained my toes.
and i couldn't walk properly.
I can' believe i took one hour to walk from school to interchange and like so darn slow la.
So paiseh.. but there was a lot of nice soul around helping me to push the door when I am pai ka.So nice right?
then june was super lame la.

Me:*comes out from the handicap toilet because it's nicer then the normal ones*

June:*stares at me and said* Oh.. i know why you used that toilet,handicap ma.

Me:JUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNEEEEE!

So lame!
at night, mummy and daddy took me to the doctor and i got needled again.
yucks.
Now my foot is bandaged up like one eyptian mummy's lost foot.
one more day and i think i am taking the bandage off.
I want to cut my hair la!

I

2006-05-12T10:16:00.000-07:00

I got quite exhausted over busy days.
I have never felt so busy before but yet, all the things i do, I find them meaningful.

I now had school from 8.30 to 4.
I will be having SLA soon, oh btw, i signed up four SLA and they are tennis,archery,makeupING and volin.
I don't know which two i should choose from them but i know i am defintely taking volin.
I am working part time and i ought to work more because my shifts are very little.
Even wei da who dont see me often said that to me.
I should contribute more ya?

Next week,
we might be changing team.
It's full of excitement for a week.

Elf brought me for shopping today to relax out of the mess.
Thanks!
like..
he's the only one that does it.
quite sad actually.

nvm.
haha
goodnights people.

...

2006-05-05T19:31:00.000-07:00

to you.

I think you know who you are.
i am really sorry.
for hurting you.
hope you can understand and there are always many nice girls out there for you.

jia you ok?

gomen nasai.. .

gomen!

2006-05-05T18:18:00.000-07:00

I HAVEN BEEN BLOGGGGGGGGGGIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGG.

omg.
that was great.
haha!
OKOK. ignor my randomness for the day!

Q&A

How have you been this week?
>>I was okay.I felt tired and i am damn tired?

I MEAN WHAT YOU DO LA
>> oh okay! monday i went east coast with my friends in W14E.
>>it was fun!took lots of photos,sweat super lots,ran in the rain and had nice sakae sushi for dinner YUms and defintely watched them play pool( i don't want to diu nian)
then tuesday to friday are my normal lessons lor,the UT test sucked and i am having more UT test next week.Its bullshit that we only have it once every four weeks, but now we're having like everyweek lor.
And i am suppose to choose a cca by next week but i dont have any archery experience..and i duno what else to join..ARGH.
but yesterday was fun because i went out with kai and zen to watch qian's concert.IT was lame...but not bad!haha

LOH SO LEH!NEVER GO out after sch meh!
>>I DID! zen and I accompanied B out once to buy mad's present AND IT WAS SO DAMN NICE.I swear if anyone were to give me that i will melt and if its a she, i would kiss her!but nah! we are going to make that our sisters ring.

boo! who cares! anything else to add?
>> YES! firstly i missed all my friends.. i hope we could go out too.Secondly,
YOU SHUT UP CAN.

...yyy-eess mdm!

growls.

2006-04-29T22:26:00.000-07:00

GROWLs.
*spiff*
Mugging at home sucked.

There will be people constantly pming at msn even though i thought i already
put a super big away sign plus the do not disturb message.
Asking me about how me and him is even though i thought they already know.

what luck.

give me some peace. for goodness sake.

yeah

2006-04-29T03:28:00.001-07:00

yeah
Originally uploaded by rona law.

stuck

2006-04-29T03:28:00.000-07:00

stuck
Originally uploaded by rona law.

shayna,rona

2006-04-29T03:27:00.001-07:00

shayna,rona
Originally uploaded by rona law.

my bimbotic friend!

sam,lin,min,na

2006-04-29T03:27:00.000-07:00

sam,lin,min,na
Originally uploaded by rona law.

rona,lin1

2006-04-29T03:26:00.001-07:00

rona,lin1
Originally uploaded by rona law.

yays

na,min,lin,sam1

2006-04-29T03:26:00.000-07:00

na,min,lin,sam1
Originally uploaded by rona law.

mirrors!

min,lui,na2

2006-04-29T03:18:00.000-07:00

min,lui,na2
Originally uploaded by rona law.

lovers! sayang!

lunch

2006-04-29T03:17:00.001-07:00

lunch
Originally uploaded by rona law.

ron: *dips*
shayna:yums!

lift

2006-04-29T03:17:00.000-07:00

lift
Originally uploaded by rona law.

madness in the lift

KUKU gang

2006-04-29T03:16:00.001-07:00

KUKU gang
Originally uploaded by rona law.

two heads behind!

class

2006-04-29T03:16:00.000-07:00

class
Originally uploaded by rona law.

everyone is working hard xD

2 kuku friend

2006-04-29T03:15:00.000-07:00

2 kuku friend
Originally uploaded by rona law.

Ben and Nison,stop watching porn nison!

Sorrys.

2006-04-29T02:47:00.000-07:00

I am sorry for not constantly updating my blog.Schooling and working has made me quite busy.

I'm now working at venezia's ice cream, if you guys don't know what that is, you probably lacked the knowledge of good icecream but i wouldn't say it's super that good.So..ya! i am working part time =D

Updates for the week! See now? Please scroll down.LOL

Mon
Communications class was boring, ba kwa and cloning makes me crazy.Somemore there was communication problem within my group and controversial science sucked.

Tue
Gerrold lecturer rocks big time! He's always encouraging and motivating us despite we always did so so. And the best thing is, Gerrold never gives us a C unless we really didn't do anything.*jeers at maths teacher*
I love him man.

wed
We did a stupid phyiscs thing.I was reteamed with alfi,yanxiang,wang bo,edison-->he is so damn lucky he doesn't have to stay at A* group.It was so really blushy day. Everyone in class teased me. SO evil!

Thur
I never understand the topic.Considering to a physics student that the problem was hard, all the more it doesn't hit any nail on me.But thursday was my fav day because i get to team with all my fav buddys janelle,sayang,shayna,alfi!I am so sorry i wasn't able to help.
my eldest bro didn;t know how to think at all.*jeers somemore*

I missed glo today.

fri
tough topic, boring day.
I cried,janelle cried but we worked it out well.
I am so sorry.. i typed so many wrong informations.. i pulled the team down.
maths sucked.
And more of picture uploads to be done.

xian,ahmei: take cares of yourself.. i am sorry i haven't been there for you guys.cheer ups!

glo:miss you lots... i am going to find you on sun=)

.

2006-04-24T06:33:00.000-07:00

I tell myself,
I shall be nice.
No matter what happens, nothing is going to change me.

I should stop talking about the faulths of others because
noody is perfect.

I can't stand my temper anymore.
This has got to go away.

ELf!
I am blogging about you ne nar!
Don't complain i never blog about you le ok?
i am sorry for always putting on princess want-it-all attitude hehs.
I am sorry for always bickering with you..
i am sorry for always making you unhappy..
i think we all know =)
i am happy that you're here with me.
thanks for everything you've done for me.
I never ever said to you..
but i am touched.
love ya!

Four legs good! two legs bad!

random!

you stink.

2006-04-23T05:04:00.000-07:00

You are the stinkest of lots.
YOu made tremendous improvements on ways to provoking me, ways to get me angry,ways to make me fed-up with you.
All I could say was, you won.
You won that something so ever childish.
And to you, All these Were some jokes to play around..
WITH YOUR OWN FRIENDS.

It is indeed entertaining on your part but have you ever consider our feelings when you prank on us again and again.
You won in making me lost that very little patience left for you.
You won in your childishness.
But i am telling you, if you're going to continue.. you will lose all your friends around you.
No wonder you could get along so well with that girl, You're two of the same kind.

How many times must i emphasis that it's not funny.
It's not funny being mean to your friends.
It's not happy always quarelling with your friends.
Sadly, you enjoy the whole process and the achievements of shooting them back.
You made me feel as if friends were just slaves made for your stupid cheap jokes.
Friends were just made to entertain you and you alone.

STOP REPEATING EVERYTIME TO ME THAT YOU'RE UNLIKE ME WHO IS MEAN AND BAD AND YOU'RE SO NICE.
ONLY UNBORN BABIES TRUST THAT.

And to think you thought laughing at me, thinking i am stupid is such fun.
HOw can one human beings with feelings ever Mock at their own friend's tarnishing their pride and later compare results with them.

SO THATS WHY I SAY
YOU'RE THE LOWEST OF ALL.

I WISH I HAD TOOK UP WITCH CRAFT JUST TO JINX YOU ENOUGH.
fuck.

haha

2006-04-21T18:36:00.000-07:00

Back for more steamboat updates!

Yesterday after school, me,yin and jh meet yl and seb at woodlands control (andy ran away haha! no la because his grandpa birthday) then we went to buy drinks and such and left to meet glo and haobin at cck to go to kai house together.yay!

It was so fun seeing everyone again.
Xiao juan even got her hair reborned. I think she looks nicer this way. fen still very playful ah.
Kai so ke lian, work till so late then can finally sit down to eat steam boat.
But it was the nicest steam boat i ever ate!
I love the mushrooms!
and everything!
and everything!

I was so high la.
Everyone thought i was crazy.
haha
but i had fun.

I think the rest had fun too!
I am so full!
I ate continueously for two hours.
I think its enough for me to digest for a day.
yum yum.
I miss everyone!
alliance rocks!

=)

2006-04-21T09:44:00.000-07:00

Wow.I haven't been blogging for so long.
tsk.describes how inconsistent i have been.
bad rona.

Well,
here's the update you all deserves =D

Mon
This is a really special day because it signals the start of school.Here comes the grumbling part again but heys! since it's something you deserved, i just thought i should miss that out on special discount! hehs
my classmates are fun.Communication skills is not working out for me.

Tue
Enterprising! A rather cute lecturer,loL! no glo, its not that kind of cute, it's just cute in a way hees.at least he's jovial and lively and he is encouraging.After the whole project , i still don't get what enterprising is.

Wed
oh,problem solving I. I love this, glo would have added points to this because i was taught by an ang moh lecturer! He's darn cute okay.
he: I think it's okay to bring food to class..* we all stares at the no food and drink poster on the classroom door* ..I think it's okay if you clear up after eating and oh! you didn't hear me say that and of course if you were to bring chocolates to class you have to give me some as well.
Lol
but it was tough la.
and more like a revenge thingy,haha! yups!

Thur
Did basic sciences.
it was bad. I didn't do well, but my team was great anyway =D
my class ordered canadian pizza to class and it was so fun eating together la.

Fri
eel.maths.do i have to love it?I think china people are so smart.

lecturer: *gives out question*

me:*starts writing down the first number of the equation which is 7*

china friend: finish.

me,janelle,alfi: WTH?!?!

yes, and it goes in a pattern like maths.

I've got to apologise!
I know i have shorten things by so much.
But there's always sth i wun shorten.

I get my reunion dinner with all of them.
So happy okays?
i was so high and full for 2 hours.
I am so glad it's weekend
I'm going to enjoy myself =)
so much for a week.

i still hate school

2006-04-18T05:13:00.000-07:00

It's all about routined stuffs.
I do it over and over again.
6am i would wake up,bath,prepare,pack.
7.10am i would go to the bus stop.
7.20am the bus came.
7.50am we reached woodlands interchange.
8.20am we reached school.
projects.starves.projects.starves.present.
back home we go and there we go again.

I feel so tight up with the new thing.I wished things hadn't change at all like the good days we all always had in secondary school.We didn't have to starve,we had our yummy nasi ayam on wednesday and nasi briyani on friday.

On to something random,it always hurts me a lot whenever I quarell with a friend.I don't know why it always happen, am i really that hard to understand.
angry because i used an comparison?
I just sucked ok?

man.. i am so hungry.
How many times must i repeat this everytime after school.
I still hate school.

i hate sch.

2006-04-17T04:32:00.000-07:00

i hate school.i hate school. i hate school.
School made me to wake up early and bath then secondary sch.
School made me starved like hell only to eat around 4 plus.
School gave me the biggest headche of all.
I HATE SCHOOL!

clock:7:30

*looks at clock*
"GRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrooowwll"
I can't believe i am hungry...
i can't believe i still need to wait 30 minutes more for my dinner..
i can't belive this is only the beginning.
ARGH.
school sucks.

gomen gomen

2006-04-16T07:48:00.000-07:00

ha!

Sat:

Even though I was quite sick,I am glad I met up with my sweet old buddys.
Chun,hongie,ahmei,hao,heng,hui, too bad suxian and celeste couldnt make it..=(
i bet it could have been lots more merrier with them around.
We went Austwine to eat! I can't believe i actually missed them so much!
I miss Ching hong lots la!
I haven't been seeing her,talking to her,going out with her.
And so much stuffs happened to her and i didn't know!
And i called myself her friend lor.
So what right.
I am sorry hongie *hugs*things will be better..=)
And me,chun,hui and hong went to play pool.
I sucked lots at pool la, so dui nian dui dao jia especially when we go with pros like chun.=(
You wouldn't want to know how i play pool,i don't even comprehend that game.It's all laughing business playing with me hehs!
Anyway,

ELF!
I am so glad you came to accompanied me when i am sick. I am so touched i know you're tired and you haven't been meeting out with your friends and such.. yet you pushed away every other things just to be with me.How much more can i ask for you right?
*hugs*
I don't know what to tell you.. you wouldn't be reading this anyway..
I am really really that touched la.
I miss you..
see you okay?

Today:
Ate roti pratas and colddrinks! muahahahaha!
*coughs*
yikes!

..

2006-04-13T06:07:00.000-07:00

So much of frustrations for a week.
I've decided,
I won't care anymore.
My voice tells me i am gay.argh, i certainly hope i get better before next monday.
Then again, i can imagine all the fun i could get with my gay voice on the first day of school.
*dream bubbles*

Newclassmate: hi my name is xx, what's yours?

me: myy nammme e is s r ooo na

newclassmate:*thinking wtf,omg,omfg,stun,cramps,SHHHAVVVE MEE!*runs away!*

me:*continues* niice ttto mee e t yoo u,*stuns* wherre dd id hee goo o?

Lol i shouldn't be dreaming too much.Libra is a daydreamer btw hehs

I seriously need a job.
I don't think i could make ends meet with the present allowance even when it's considered a lot.But i want to save more and who wouldn't like to have more money in their banks.Besides, I've got my target to reach by june,plainly savings ain't gona get me no where.

Hubs is right. I've been spending my money more on others then myself. To think of it as i calculated,60% of my cash flow are spend on presents and things i wanted to get for my friends.That means its like out of my salary last time,its around 500 bucks and more.I'll try to cut it down but its part of me what, i mean when i go out i always like to buy something for another person.Now will you stop making me angry hubs.*do a karate kick on him*

I want to work!
Glo lets go job hunting together!
and again, job hunting with my gay voice would be filled with so much of gayness!
eee! i am gay!
xD

=)

2006-04-12T16:50:00.000-07:00

haha

I want to laugh!

Sometimes, little girl's bloggings are so cute la.You can see from the way they talk they are like so cute, so young and so native.steamboat becomes streamboat. lol!
and i realised many people around me are going to sentosa and marina this week.
xD! I also want go sentosa to kayak.
I want to be as black as i used to be.lol
but i am sick now la.
I can't speak.. =(
so much for eating.glutton me.

duh.

2006-04-11T01:58:00.000-07:00

i got so drained today that i don't even have the mood for anything.
what a day,dumb thing.

i am sorry junhao,
i didn't mean to keep staying quiet.. it ain't true that after sometime it would only left the four of you.
No matter how rp life is going to get, how many people are going to enter into my life,
you guys cannot be replaced by any other.
And i hope we could all hang out like this forever.
Love you all.
monday meet you ok?

5a rocks!
brothers and sisters forever!

glo i love you, anytime if you feel you are losing your glow, i'll always be there for you with many extra chargers and batteries to double up the glow. miss you. hugs

aihs

2006-04-07T07:47:00.000-07:00

I am so sorry. ..
i couldn't be of much help..
I really hope you could cheer up..
*hugs*
i'll be here always.
it's a promise.

from now on.. i will treasure.
I will learn to be someone nicer in return..
i miss everyone

da!

2006-04-06T03:28:00.000-07:00

two posts a day ,keeps the readers away!
More of like scared them away, who has that much time to read anyway.
haha but it's my blog okay?hehs.

I had a good laugh over xiaxue's blog about anti-apples!
If you guys had time, i think you should really go check out her blog.
Yes, some of you may not liked her because she's rather bitch but heys!
i just love her bitchy self la.
At least she has character and the stuffs she wrote about is entertaining.
At least she supported ex-bpian Sim wong ho and his creative products.
Well, i'm using apple now but i am using it because my brother gave it to me xD

Talking about ex-bpian, i hate being one myself.
I missed school.
Every wednesday when dad drove me to pick my mum up from singing classes at Hong Kah grc,I would see that very old familiar school.I should say, old familiar second home.
I really missed bp lots.
Some moments ago, i was looking for my dictionary among my box of school books and I found lots of notes and undone ten year series instead.Think about the good old days where we will always grumble about school in a way or another about remedials,tiger lessons,bladderface,ammonia,tarzan and jane,tom the builder.Now i missed every moment we spent with the teachers.I miss auntie hwa and her stories which always brings about some pointers about life.Yes la, even the "want my saliva" teacher!
I missed those times when we were all studying hard ,cheering each and other on during our o level.I think all these notes would be in a rubbish bin in sometime... . and i hate to say goodbye.

School is starting soon and most of my classmates and girlfriends haven't been going out for a while.only glo and I stayed contact with one another.I hope they could be free soon so we could all go beach to enjoy.miss you girls.. .

I need to exercise!

>:<

2006-04-05T18:41:00.000-07:00

so it's my faulth that you're angry?
full of nonsense.
bastard.

=/

2006-04-05T07:38:00.000-07:00

i am sorry for being so emo..
IceageII did cheer me up lots.
So did glo *hugs* thanks.
so did elf*hugs*

i am so darn broke.
i'm sorry..

okays,
that was irrevelant.
to anyone who is feeling down or upset now
*big hugs*

about the topic of weird boys,
here's another example.

boy: hi

me:*groans not again* er..hi

boy:got see my camppic?(which was so small on his display)

me:ya?

boy:still got 5 more groups,sp orentation.

me:-_-

boy:*goes on telling*

me:don't mind ah, do you think i care?

boy:oh it's ok haha

me:-_-

i can't believe he's a senior at sp.my friend in sp makes hell lot of sense then he does la.

=(

2006-04-04T06:38:00.000-07:00

i know i am bad enough..
don't make it worst..
i know i am stupid..
i am dumb..
i can't understand stuffs easily..
i am forgetful..
and often being laughed at....

can't you just stop making it so obvious and spatting them right on my face..?
don't you know even someone as low as me.. have something you called feelings..
and someone as low as me.. could feel hurt..
maybe its all these that made me into a different person.. . .
all the mockery i received in return. ...

sometimes..
i feel hurt when i got laughed at too.. . .
i feel so inferior right now. .

all i need is someone to be here for me and walk with me a little more...
no one is here..

my heart is dead.

mada mada dane.

2006-04-01T22:07:00.000-08:00

I think i felt so much better already.
and i guess i turned out blogging more about myself then my life.
xD

okays, so here's the update my blog deserves.

Thursday:

I went malaysia.To pay respects to my ah ma,great grandparents and great great grand parents.it was a really long trip overall, i think my butt hurts from sitting in the car for 4 hours and above.
But yahs, i think to me, its quite meaningful. .
it was actually the first time i saw my ah ma.. as in photo.she passed away when my dad was a little..yahs,
ah ma was a hot lady last time too okay!
her photo looks so pretty la.. then Mummy taught me what to say.

Mum: say you're daddy's daughter(hokkien)
me:ah ma, i am daddy's daughter(hokkien)
me:ah ma. . . . . . .... wa.. buay hiao gong hok kien wuay.
mum: DIAO.*wacks my head*

xD!
so dumb la.

Friday:
went to celebrate doug's birthday, elf and i shared a bag to give him and he got pretty much presents from his classmates as well.he's so happy that day la. haha love ya douglas.i have your very important photo with me! xD

Sat:
went to meet elf in the evening and go to joce birthday chalet.
She's so pretty!
I am sorry i was late in wishing you happy birthday and i couldn't stay over..happy birthday joce!
It was a very fine chalet at safra tanah merah there.. very grand
her bf came too
and i was so paiseh la, cause jeremy and angela keep saying i look very alike her bf. they keep saying we brother and sister. lol!
Thanks elf for being with me always.
We love to eat crabs!

Today
is my cousin's baby's one year old birthday party at a restaurant.
so happening orh?
and it's only one weekend lor.
and i am busy tml too.
i want to go out to watch ice age II with glo they all!
damn.
brother gave me his i pod shuffle cause he got a walkman phone w800i.
yay!

i am so sick of this

2006-03-31T20:38:00.000-08:00

yucks.

I have become such a rotten girl inside out over the holidays.
My temper had grown really big and i can't it when a lot of things go wrong
i think recently my over frankness made a lot of people mad at me.
I don't know whats wrong with me..
I am not patient anymore. .
ever since the long wait of everything, i hate waiting.
waiting to see the doctor, waiting when i was too early for a date or because he's late.
I hate myself.

i am sorry sean..
i am sorry guys.

=(

2006-03-31T08:28:00.000-08:00

all these money thoughts had got into me..

I wished that we are rich, so at least we didn't have to worry about school and school fees..
unfortunately,
i am just a poor girl.

I got a feeling this issue is going to make me a thrifty person from now onwards.
and i just want to save and earn money.
i seriously need a job badly.. and i ought to find one tml.
hais..

rich people really don't know how to treasure what they got.
how hard their parents worked for them.
at least, i don't want my dad and mum working hard for my school fees.
I can handle it right?
i am big enough to work and save some money for studying..
I can do it!

aihs

2006-03-31T02:28:00.000-08:00

don't feel guilty anymore alright?
like you say, its not your faulth anyway and why must you always go out because of such stupid stuffs.
and it wasn't even you i complained about. .
i am just damn complainy yesterday, don't mind don't mind.
i am sorry to hurt you.

PISS.

2006-03-30T00:31:00.000-08:00

Pissed and more pissed.

Firstly i am in a bad mood because i had to wake up so early and sqeeuze in a family car to go to such far places for ' sao mu ' but hey i don't blame my family and whatever, its just tiring and really hot and i am really shagged.

Secondly, even when i am really shagged but i really need to get some stuffs by today,however,there are no one to accompany me out to buy with the same stuffs over and over again.Bro has school also and its quite shit.

Thirdly, idoits confronted me about a game called maplestory.
How cool can that be.
I don't even know who you are, what you're doing in my msn and you expect me to answer your stupid shit when i am darn moody already?
You still can compare your idoitic level with me and tell me irritating stuffs like" haha,join new guild". I tell you, I SMACK YOU.
You think i care whether you joined or did not joined a new guild when i don't even know who you donkey really are?
But then again, even if i know you, I wouldn't care either.
You just made me felt that maple was the cheapest game around with people like you.
And maybe you should change your way to click on girls,rather then saying
" sry but i saw ur profile n pics in hotmail"

DUH.
when i don't even have a profile in my hotmail?
I don't remember even having a hotmail that can stores photo like what a friendster does.
i think glo is so going to get laughing when she sees the next few lines this idoit has got to say.

idoit:you go what sch?

me: not confirmed.

idoit:haha..you go what sch?

me:(irritated) I said NOT CONFIRMED.

idoit:you go what sch? what you mean?
idoit: but you took o level rit?

me:yes,i am waiting for my appealing results if thats what you don't understand or isit so hard to comprehend a simple ans?

idoit:sry my brain very slow

me:*thinking WTF*or isit the way i phrase things made it so hard for you?

idoit: yah ,maybe

me:* thinking WTFx2*

idoit: so younv work?ok cya

Such guy is one of the example where we girls could just ROAR and tear,because they deserves it.
GRRRRRR

suck.

2006-03-26T06:51:00.000-08:00

people just go on bragging and bragging.BRAG BRAG BRAG.
they are such despo to the extend of even bragging in their msn nicks.
do they have to do that?
they could have just called everyone to brag directly right?
fakers.

I hate fakers.

why am i so hot tempered today.
then again, who knows who provoked me.
BRAG.MIDDLEFINGER.FULLSTOP.

always together.

2006-03-26T01:01:00.000-08:00

I just came back from the chalet yesterday.
It was really fun and really enjoyed myself with the rest of them.
I feel so belonged and home and i am missing everyone right now.
thank you everyone for making this part of my life a really special one..
Especially when everyone stayed up together to play the bear bear game.
xD

I love everyone of you.
*hugs*
I was so tired la.
Somehow i got quite envy.
everyone had their poly stuff done.
had their laptops.
had the same school.
I wish i was enrolled.
It was the only thing that keep repeating itself in my mind.
even when i purposely dun feel like thinking about it,
it's just there,you know.
Now my life is just like broke,aimless.
I spent a lot of money in the chalet,if nothing hinders,i should be working soon.

It's quite empty.

[glo, cheer ups *hugs* love you.. I'm sorry]

PARTY

2006-03-22T17:55:00.000-08:00

yay! we're going off to chalet in some hours time.
I think its gonna be fun!
*hugs*
i love everyone!

Wun be here to blog for a couple of days
miss you.

woohoo

2006-03-20T06:04:00.000-08:00

sitting down with two sweet buds talking and laughing for a few hours is what i called relaxing. WHat else could i ask for ?
haha!
It was fun going out with you girls.
despite we just went out, I missed the both of you again!

I shall see when all of us could make free to bake the cake together.
And before that,
we're gonna tear down our chalet first okay?!

declare

2006-03-19T19:56:00.000-08:00

Love declaration!

Friends are the most precious gifts in life!

I LOVE YOU Yin!
I LOVE YOU Glo!

STAR SISTERS!

ouch

2006-03-19T18:40:00.000-08:00

i've got two blue black on my head now.
damn.
It hurts a lot la.

the first one i got it during mummy's birthday xD
i went out after her at my daddy's car, then it happened that she didn't know i was behind and slam the door,haha and ya, i got hit on the glass part real hard.
it was so embarrassing becaused i yelled and started crying real loud.I mean,a going 18 girl, CRYING?! but hey, it was that painful la..

then last night i woke up in the middle of the night.. wanted to sleep back again, i hit my back head on my bed frame.URGH!
Middle of the night you could hear someone cursing all the way to sleep.
now my head hurts.. I wonder if i missed anything.. i wonder if i am going to be more slow then ever.
ARGGGhhhhh!

gentle reminder, please do not touch my head,pat my head,make my hair, every single hurts me and i'll be pissed.

dishearted.

2006-03-19T06:09:00.000-08:00

Now. .
I've realised.. how people around me had suffered so much..
in being my friend..

how much pain they had to go through. .
it hurts me alot actually. .
to know that . . because of me. .
they had to be locked outside of home... .
it was the first time. .
that i thought. .
perhaps..
being alone.. was better. .

At that very instant. .
I prayed to my god.. for my friend to have a happy life..and better relationships with family and friends..

at that very instant..
I don't need people to know me. .
to realise me..
to know the truth..
I just hope they don't brood over it. .
i just hope they will understand people around them more..

to make another people's life terrible because of me..
I'll rather everyone continue to see me like that..
it makes a lot of differences ..
even if it's to just one family... . .

hollaback girls!

2006-03-18T23:00:00.000-08:00

i just read william's blog...
em.
I don't know why, but i just had the urge to say something.
That william! we hope to see u at the chalet, don't really bother about weird taggers, you know that happens often and they're probably some cowards though.
And for another one tagger there, Don't provoke my sister.

Glo!
I missed you so much!
I don't know why either, but heys! i am not a lesbian!
I love you!
hope you will come to the chalet too and meet up with me soon.But no matter what you choose, i'll be supporting you. I know its hard up for you.. muacks!

yin too,
dun m.i.a le..
find us ok?

.

2006-03-17T18:11:00.000-08:00

the person never cared about us anymore..
cared for love better i guess. ..

family <3!

2006-03-17T17:33:00.000-08:00

Yesterday rocked!

You won't believe me that i actually took two of my small little cousins for the pokemon show.One is in love with pikachu,one's on torchick.xD!
then again, why are you not surprised. haha!
The pokemon show was great.. they're cute la.I still love pikachu even though it's been like years ago since i last played pokemon,grins.My little cousin was so sad when someone answered the question for pikachu.She has tears holding on in her eyes and she looked at me and said,".. some.body. . took . . my pikachu. .?" .AWwwww!right?

And I cleared my house and put up the decorations after that, it's real nice la, the pictures would be uploaded soon okay?
It was a great party.
Brother and I switched off everything while i hold the cake and the three of us were trying to hide behind a pathetic door! I could see mum's surprised face.xD!
Dad even got pulled by me to take pictures, hee I love my family.

You know i was so keen to play board game yesterday and we actually invited our neighbour and cousin to come down to play but they all pang seh me..
then i was so disappointed.. then mummy and brother all coax me and tugged at me to play,hee.
I feel so loved.
thanks mummy!

Happy birthday to my classy,lovely and rocky mum!
you're the best!
Thanks for being there everytime when I needed you.
thanks for accompanying me to crap and laugh throughout.
thanks for tolerating my nonsense and cold jokes( heys.. i know thats tough).
thanks for cooking for me everyday even though i said it wasn't nice, you know i am joking.
thanks for being such a great mum who loves everyone equally no matter who they are.
You're the nicest!
Love ya mummy *muacks*

because we're in a family.

2006-03-16T06:11:00.000-08:00

Nothing beats going out with my les(qian),my sweet bud(glo) and my gay(jh).
We had such great fun,
except maybe for the part where I had to make you guys walk rounds for my stuffs and keep u all waiting but ended up not buying anything.
You guys were great!
*HUGS*

We watched"yours,mine,ours" and believe me, its really a nice show.FUNNY and really awww......

we'll go out againok?
next week is the big chalet.
I am looking forward spending my time with all of you and defintely,
my interview.

I need to study,damn.

big momma's house

2006-03-14T09:11:00.000-08:00

I'll give Big Momma's House 10/10. It's hilarious and worth-watching,well, at least it got me laughing non-stop. And a hundred bonus points to the baby! I love him man.

And a hundred bonus points to glo whom i have been missing and a hundred to yin who accompanied me.

And more of randomness,

Theres so much things i need to get ready by friday.
And i haven do my revision for the interview,urgh.

I shall get the necklace by tml, any volunteers people!
Raise your hand to speak!

=(

2006-03-12T07:05:00.000-08:00

i suddenly felt so lost,so heart pain,so alone.

At this moment of time,
i felt that my mind is like a whirlwind..
It's turning really fast...
I can't catch a breath. .
i can't stop. .

I feel sick.
and at this moment of time,
no one was here for me. . .
I feel so alone...

i can't help turning back time and again to check if anyone was here. ..
i can't help lifting my head to ask again.."was it real.."
I am no longer me.

..

2006-03-11T22:27:00.000-08:00

hurt.

you can beat me
slam my head a thousand times against a wall
slap me

dun ask me why. . .
cause i dun even know why.
i am sorry. ..

shag

2006-03-10T08:10:00.000-08:00

shag.

I can't believe i went out till so late last night and i online till so late that i slept at 2 plus.And woke up at like,7am...
ah.. .

I went to work today . .
damn shag..
people turn down.
heavy.
i am too tired to type in full details peole.. sorry. .

and somebody said i siao even though i was just trying to keep myself awake to accompany them.. so shag.

ahs..

2006-03-08T08:46:00.000-08:00

hee, i decided not to go in the end.
Mummy and daddy are having their honey moon ma, so i tot why i must interupt.
somemore daddy is v familiar with the place so they should be more worried about us.
And they promised to give me a call when they are free, so ya, i am much much more not worried.

and i could accompany glo to MI.I could see she really need someone there for her and i dun think i want to leave her with her sis la..=D
then i could talk to sean too, he also needs me, right?
haha!
Ask mummy to buy stuff for me.
one thing of not going is also.. mummy doesnt allows me to bring my soft toy there!
=(

anyway....
it's coming back to me all of a sudden.
my memories...
since duno when... i am confused..
and sometimes i feel like thinking and sorting out alone.. but when i do that.. i dun feel like doing it and i feel like outing out to take a breath.i must be weird.
ain't gonna hurt no more..

wooo

2006-03-08T02:39:00.000-08:00

"hitotsu kazoete susumeba ii
futatsu kazoete yasumeba ii
mittsu kazoete kangaerya ii
MY PACE de susumeba ii~~~~"

hehs, i cut my hair!
again!
yes.
MY DESIRE HAIR STYLE.

"All fails~!"

Lol.
I so like my hairstyle now.
yin is right, i do look a little ah lian, but its not gonna bother me because deep down, i know i am really not.
=)
at least,those who know me knows,right?
i am so cute lor!
=p

'KEEP MY PACE~"

long time

2006-03-06T09:11:00.000-08:00

sorry for not updating.
Just wasn't in the mood to do so..
yahs.

Fri was the start of my new job which i don't think i will want to continue.It's the walls ice cream door to door promotion job, quite nice. I was quite afraid of the supervisor because he seems so fierce and always scolding people but after all i found out that he's quite nice actually.Just that he doesnt shows it.

sat night: elf and my brother's friend came over to my house to stay. It was quite re nao but also nv play much, i was working on ah mei's card and present then go sleep le.elf also flu.but this day, i told my parents about my posting... they were really disappointed with me.. i cant hold my tears anymore.. i sobbed and restrain my sound... i duno.. i am just that upset la.. i feel childish crying.. but i cant help seeing their worried face... when can i make them feel proud of me..
and stop them worrying about me all time..

Sunday:I met ah mei up to pass her the advance birthday present. I am really sorry mei.. i couldnt give u a surprise party.. nor anything that really made your day.. but i hope all my sincerity for this big birthday could be shown.. and i really hope you love them..Hugs.
then went to work le. my house here got a really nice relaxing corner. THe pebbles area where people walk on for massaging. its damn good and shiok. try it.

Today: went Np and Rp with kai,yin,glo,fen today.It was so disappointing once again..to know and foretell of the outcome.. predicting everything always seem so hurtful..i don't think i could get into any course still.. even if i get into one.. like what they says.. the courses are only good at other schools what... hais.. sometimes..knowing the fact hurts too.i can see that kai and fen v v upset when the three of us are staring blankly at the cut off points...
but kai still cheer me on.. ask me to try..
I dun thinkk i should call huifen this late to make sure she had her back ups.. i am worried.

=(

2006-03-03T18:59:00.000-08:00

it has been a gloomy day for me yesterday.

yin, thanks for accompanying me to get the letter from school.Sorry to trouble you so much and ma fan you.. but i am so glad to have you by my side yesterday and i feel cheerful when i am with her.love her.

We went to bp and we got chance to go back to our own class since all the sec 4s are out yesterday for career exhibition.The familiar 5A tag weren't around anymore...
but.. the cny decorations we had years ago was stil hanging brightly at the class *grins*
Nothing changed really much except for the new decorations of the notice board..
i wonder where did they throw our stuffs.. the class is now 4L2.i found my table and glo table so far away from each and other while last time, we always sit together.
it feels great being back to school... i miss everything there..

I am really down..
i haven told my parents about my posting..
and at this very moment...
only my friends , my family(brother) are concerned towards me and really worried about me.

where's him?
he was busy with sentosa trip yesterday.. and he had to watch mignight show with his friends at night... i didn't got a slot in his timetable yesterday... so ya..
maybe he didn't think i am sad..
and today..
he told me he'll be going out with edwin they all again till at night then meet me..
i duno..
i keep trying to deceive myself that he's just busy with important works..

i'll just accompany glo to school and Rp later.

sobs

2006-03-02T16:02:00.000-08:00

Lun!
see la, you tell me i cannot get into any poly.Now i really cannot get into any poly.
all your faulth.
haha!
no la,jk!

For those who wants to know my posting results, this is where u can know and quit blabblering to me.
anyone who is always willing to be nosy and poked into scolding me, you'll hear it from me.

i am so useless right.

people are always like that..
they can be complaining about a certain luck they have, then like sean.. once i told him i didnt get posted.. he talks no more..
not even a word of encouragement..
maybe like everyone, he looks down on me now too..
this sucks.

gr

2006-02-27T07:13:00.000-08:00

UUUUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

i had no idea.

2006-02-27T04:08:00.000-08:00

ya hooi~

I'm home.
Today was a good day out.
Having a no guy day totally rocks!

Yin accompanied me to eat lunch and we went for bowling.Haha,i'll call it draining because every ball seemed to fall in love with the drain today.
haha but it was fun anyway, besides the pri school kids bowling there are so cute! add points! add points!

Lol.
okays..then we bought some art equipments and settle down to doodle alot and it was super funny.Yes, yin made me cried laughing ,something i haven been doing since we quit secondary schooling.
too bad glo couldn't join us..sobs!

thanks for accompanying me today yin!
you make my day!

[ i lost the feeling where we first met
i think we always compromise..
i felt unknown towards every disagreements we had.
it feels tough to get you understand me..
unlike my friends who so does..
i feel like giving up..
but the family pressure is keeping me from doing it..]

[finding the lost love]

that's what i call nice!

2006-02-26T03:20:00.000-08:00

wa.

damn shack from last night's mahjong..
woah.
My mum+elf( who just got addicted to mahjong) is a combo man.

anyway I refuse to go to sleep last night without watching' xian jian'.
And i really regretted watching 'shao nian te gong dui',they played with frogs yesterday and i had night mare!disguisting.

I had a nice hair cut today.
No more spilt ends and reborned hair because i cut them all away!
yin, the salon at tenmile junction provides a v skillful hair cut and it's for 15 bucks only.Next time want cut hair can go there.
Mynbro went with me and his hair is damn nice la! no need style also stylish and it looks jap.

I wanted to cut my desire hairstyle at first, the spikey top with long hair, but i am having a interview soon and i thought its always nicer to let them have a good impression. I don't want them to feel dao at first sight.

haha
i am so cute right?

*punches me*
i duno whats wrong with me and my ego boasting now a days.
sad case.

yeah!

2006-02-24T07:29:00.000-08:00

Yeahs!
Did you miss me!

WED:
I actually stayed at home for the whole day.
cooked lunch for my brothers and read a little half blood prince.
argh i should concentrate in reading it soon so that my bro friend can have it back soon. Sorry!

Thur:
Noon, i woke my pig bro up to accompany me go NAFA.I went to register and there's a interview schedule for me at march.I am so scared and i am going to tell myself, i am not going to screw this up.Then we went to nafa's book shop and bought a lot of stuffs like paper stump,kneadable rubber,aqua pens,books.So nice!
Then we went for our job briefing at international plaza.And the air pressure was so great at level 30 that i can't hear much initially( scary sia)
and we went for crystal jade lunch,yum yum!
And guess what!
Bro found me the board game i always wanted!
three cheers for henrY!
love him man
I can't believe mummy won the very first round of the new game.
hmph.

Fri:
I went out with glo today!
too bad yin couldn't make it.. if not it's defintely going to be funner.
and we went walk walk and shop shop at lot one.yeah, saw the buttock if you're wanting to know.
YIN! guess what!
kiddy palace are actually having a fair and jessica is the mei nu around.
haha.
good business eh?
Chun they all were so late lor..
then we all went to chun's house to play game!
all the way until 10 then me and glo proceed home.didn't stay over after all.
It was really fun la.
at least xin han says its fun =p
and tml they're crazy to say they want to play the game again at 8.
and we're equally crazy to promise them.
haha

Yin: i really miss you lots. lucky we still play online games together. if not i like totally have no chance to talk to you lor.. must get well real fast ok? then i shall pei u in whatever activities you want to do.*hugs* ..the both of us have something big to plan too! =D love you so much.

seriously,
yin and glo are the greatest friends i could ever ask for. So is everyone else la, but they meant a lot more to me bah.we had totally three diff characters and sometimes i really wonder how we click. Even though i had quarells with the both of them individually before but it only makes us stronger together and its like.. no good friends dun quarell one lor.They are like so nice la.. of course.To be able to tolerate someone like me.Hyper,random,crazy,cranky,grumpy,frank.I think they deserve the biggest medals! I am really glad to have them by my side..
and no matter what happens.. i am always here for you girls ok?
*hugs* love ya girls.
I just realised how much i trust and love them =)

I am quite disappointed by someone else today.
I thought she had changed for better.
it's like i keep just want to think that she's v nice actually
but the reality is always cruel.
i duno what to do..
i just feel so disappointed..
i think glo does too.just that she doesn't says it out..

anyway..
tml!
we're going to play board game..
yin duno can join us anot.. its like so late le..
if you see this msg and can join us must call me ok?
yay!
elf is coming at night.
finally, someone for me to hit and dote.
sighs.
what a love-hate relationship.
elf is so poor thing right?
so you guys must dote him more ok?
xD
being in a relationship with me sucks. i guess =p
BUT I AM LOVING IT.
MUAHAHAHAHAHHA

ahiya.

2006-02-21T05:52:00.000-08:00

Been long since i've last blogged isn't it?

well, I'm here for some quick updates.

Sun:We had a great surprise party for xian.We had a good time,enjoyed ourselves and xian was happy which was the most important thing and i realised i missed everyone that much. Especially when i see liling because it's been like so long since we last talked.

Mon: Didn't do much stuffs. cooked lunch for my brothers and went to sembawang.Since i am at the library there, i went to apply for membership too (i wasn't one) and the library was so cute la.

Me: hi,er..can i apply for membership?

lady: yes, but you'll have to pay a sum of 21 dollars.

me: HUH! 21 dollars?! 21 DOLLARS? oh... ok..

lady:*sweats* do you have your student pass?

me:ya *gives student pass*

lady: HUH! you're singaporean?!?!

me: HUH! ya i am!

lady: HUH!

me: HUH!*sweats*

lady: oh.. singaporean don't need pay leh

me: oh... oh ok

so lame right? i can't believe the both of us got stuck there huh huhing.

Then today,
I went for some kind of job interview.
I didn't know i need to go through such formal interview for just a waffle shop operator?
I was damn scared la!
But the guy that interviewed me was friendly la and bonus points for his looks.

guy: tell me more about your characteristic which makes you think you're capable for this job.

me:*stun* er... . . I.... love to serve people?(what kind of bullshit man!)

guy:*waiting for more ans*

me:er..I am quite interested in food?

guy:ya?

me: er.. thats all?

I don't know whats wrong with me.But hey, even though i think i deserve no place. that guy still said he'll put recommandation for me.Is he mad?
And i took a trip in the school with my brother and had lunch there.The food was... not bad.. the avocado drink sucked. I think i am just not used to that kind of taste.I taste like drinking someone's vomit with all the pulps.
anyway, to sum up the school in one word, i'll say " stairs". Why? because you need to climb a lot a lot of stairs to get anywhere. It's not like just a pack of them, its like two to three lots more then normal.I think i climbed like... more then 10 storeys today lor. The people inside looked matured, some are still nerdy...em.. and ya, NUS guys are not really good-looking.only 1/30 is handsome and i think my brother is more handsome then any of the 1/30. pathetic.

sx big smile,with me.

2006-02-20T06:25:00.000-08:00

sx big smile,with me.
Originally uploaded by rona law.

loving it!

2006-02-20T06:24:00.001-08:00

loving it!
Originally uploaded by rona law.

there's more to come.i am lazy for now.

i love her too!

2006-02-20T06:24:00.000-08:00

i love her too!
Originally uploaded by rona law.

happybdayxian!

2006-02-20T06:21:00.001-08:00

happybdayxian!
Originally uploaded by rona law.

love us!

2006-02-20T06:21:00.000-08:00

love us!
Originally uploaded by rona law.

i am scared.

2006-02-16T08:28:00.000-08:00

job seeking failed today.
i didn't make any efforts anyway..it feels too fast to have another job for now..
i'll try it again tml..
unlike something which takes one year to try it again.

I am really scared.
I just came back from playing bball with chee,son and lun.
lun tells me i most probably will not be appointed to any school alike him that time. Because the poly only see the first three choices and the rest is equals to like discarded?
and for my first three choices.. i am so guilty to say that i put all the super high cutting point ones.. i wouldn't be able to get into any then.
He says they'll send a letter to my house telling me i didnt get into any of the poly and he says i'll have to try to appeal to the school itself and it has to be fast.How i wish lun tells me before i make my decision..=(

now it saddens me even more with the facts all ahead.
but thanks again guys.. he helped me a lot by telling me what to do. Imagine if i only know it that day.. i'll be super duper upset.
i rather have disppointment now then be happy and on that day and then got a shock of my life.

seriously.. i am also starting to think that i am someone not sociable.
unless i know the person really well.
If not i 'll keep really quiet.
its like.. i couldn't mix into the game we played just now.. i didn't have team work with them.. i couldn't speak to chee like the way we used to.. I keep rather quiet for the whole night compared to my normal self.

I am starting to feel confuse about me.
argh.
damn it

oh happy day

2006-02-15T16:38:00.000-08:00

yesterday was quite a fun day out with them.
We had a gathering at taka seoul garden( i didn't even know that there's one there).
Me,yin,glo,hao reached there v early lor.then gradually people come like qian who arrived second and xinhan third.
kai they all were so so late, they only reached after we finish eating haha.

I feel bloated after the whole thing.
then me,qian,glo,yin and hao went far east to walk around before heading to meet kai they all again at cine to play pool.
it was... a new experience,i wouldn't call it nice because i didn't know how to play what. haha but yeeaa!at least all of us get to hang around after so long.

i just wish kai could stop one of the two jobs.
it hurts me to see her so tired and such.

=(